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This Place We Live

by Matthew And The Atlas

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1.
Nineteen 03:39 video
When we were young, younger than we are today There was breathing room there was a lot to say It’s not clear when did that disappear Got to repair maybe by this time next year I’m not the same boy I need to be shown the way I lost myself walking here just yesterday Take me off the shelf turn me into something else Roll me out the door turn me into something more We were still kids I remember when we were nineteen At the railway line caught by an American dream It’s not me to lose my way so easily It’s not me to lose my way so easily Yeah I’ve seen better I’ve seen better days than these Sometimes it feels like my mind is leaving me behind I can’t help it, it’s hard to find I can’t help it, it’s hard to find We were still kids I remember when we were nineteen At the railway line caught by an American dream It’s not me, to lose my way so easily It’s not me, to lose my way so easily When we were young, younger than we are today We had breathing room there was a lot to say It’s not clear when did that disappear Got to repair maybe by this time next year We were still kids I remember when we were nineteen At the railway line caught by an American dream It’s not me to lose my way so easily It’s not me to lose my way so easily
2.
Will you see it in the long run Living in this town’s like a setting sun On the weed grown corner where they closed that trade Go back home get those bills paid In spite of it all this is something new And the cracks are showing and we’re slipping through There are things you won’t get to see So meet me where the record store used to be Time is a river that you’ll see one day Don’t get to see it yet though and that’s OK It’ll give you a little clarity Lead you back to that open sea In spite of it all this is something new And the cracks are showing and we’re slipping through There are things you won’t get to see So meet me where the record store used to be Time is a river that you’ll see one day But you don’t get to see it yet and that’s OK One day it will deliver it will find way But you don’t get to see it yet and that’s OK In spite of it all this is something new And the cracks are showing and we’re slipping through There are things you won’t get to see So meet me where the record store used to be Oh meet me where the record store used to be Oh meet me where the record store used to be Meet me where the record store used to be
3.
Pushkar 03:23 video
We made our way on the sleeper Train through the dark a transient spark I know we’re not like the others But all things will go all things will pass I looked out on Pushkar Lake as the drums Beat down the sun I saw a road in his bright eyes Before we were lost Before we were lost I saw a body rise from That lake his face turned towards me I know that I was sleeping But sometimes it still haunts me I looked out on Pushkar Lake as the drums Beat down the sun I saw a road in his bright eyes Before we were lost Before we were lost, lost, lost You said can we live forever I don’t want to leave this world I know we’re not like the others But all things will go all things will pass I looked out on Pushkar Lake as the drums Beat down the sun I saw a road in his bright eyes Before we were lost Before we were lost
4.
Michael, will it get better When the cold gets out of your bones I know it’s not forever I know you can’t let it show You could tell them anything Anything they need to know Can you just stop finding more stones to throw I think you’re just a little scared of it Can you really see the benefit It seemed like such an easy prize Caught by the lie, caught by the lie, caught by the lie Michael will it get better Now you’ve got your world back No one looking different Are you still under attack Does it make it easier To know that you’re on your own Back to the way you were Catching the stones you’ve thrown I think you’re just a little scared of it Can you really see the benefit It seemed like such an easy prize Caught by the lie, caught by the lie, caught by the lie You were caught by the lie, caught by the lie, caught by the lie You were caught by the lie, caught by the lie, caught by the lie You were caught by the lie, caught by the lie, caught by the lie You were caught by the lie, caught by the lie I think you’re just a little scared of it Can you really see the benefit It seemed like such an easy prize Caught by the lie, caught by the lie, caught by the lie
5.
Made your way before them You were open to that voice Whispering those words back again In a valley of thoughts That were dying by your side Why couldn’t you just confide Cradling your silence In the words you cannot say Justify it for another day Now the dust has settled In the empire of your soul What is it you need to make it whole? You went to California Put your body on the road I should have tried to warn you Sometime this world is hard to hold In between the concrete lane Your mind begins to change Whispering those words back again And as the night becomes you And the codeine hits the pain What is it you need to start again? And as the fever rages In the vanguard of your mind Looking for that thing you cannot find Cause you’re walking in the shadow Of a man you used to know While you’re leaving your footprints in the snow You went to California Put your body on the road I should have tried to warn you Sometime this world is hard to hold Made your way before them You were open to that voice Whispering those words back again In a valley of thoughts That were dying by your side Why couldn’t you just confide You went to California Put your body on the road I should have tried to warn you Sometime this world is hard to hold Sometime this world is hard to hold Sometime this world is hard to hold Sometime this world is hard to hold
6.
Codeine 03:08
Kept on this bed of restlessness Cannot move I cannot request All of the dreams you left for me All of the places we long to see Pain is the river that runs through me Ebbs and it flows constantly Thought that I’d paid my dues then That’s not how it works let’s not pretend Codeine always at the scene Maybe it’s just a part of me Now beneath the wandering moon Bed like an island feeling marooned Cradle the thought of you near Holding you close to keep out the fear Needles and veins and memory lanes Scars of mind and skin remains Thankful for the beauty of love Thankful for the stars above Codeine always at the scene Maybe it’s just a part of me
7.
Lately I have found myself Afraid of all the different kinds Of wealth you see around this place Will a part of me leave a trace? I see that little golden boy His hair so bright against the light And through it all through the sleepless nights And all the things we’re fighting for We’ve heard it all before Always wanting more We’re just looking for a place for us to grow I’m just looking for a place for us to grow And so the battle lines were drawn This place we live where we were born As the colours shift in the evening view I will reconcile with what I thought I new There is a ghost that lives in you It’s in your eyes I’ve seen it too What is it that we’re trying to do? It feels just like we’re passing through Well maybe that’s all right You were always in my sight We’re just looking for a place for us to grow I’m just looking for a place for us to grow To grow, grow, grow, grow Maybe I held on too tight Trying to keep us in the fight Maybe it will be all right Maybe it will be all right We’ve heard it all before Always wanting more We’re just looking for a place for us to grow I’m just looking for a place for us to grow
8.
Sometimes I think it scares you How can you go so far Drifting beneath a sunbeam Scattered amongst the stars Why do you walk alone here Fading away from sight Why do you make your home here Dancing into the night Beneath it all I was afraid of it Damn the light I never cared for it You see it all Dancing into the night You see it all If I could tell you anything If I could breath a word Grown on a salt ocean Imbedded into the earth A monolith of proportion Destroying all my worth Why did you come to this place Now I know your face Beneath it all I was afraid of it Damn the light I never cared for it You see it all Dancing into the night You see it all You see ,you see it all, you see it all You see, you see it all, you see it all You see, you see it all, you see it all You see, you see it all, you see it all Sometimes I think it scares you How can you go so far Drifting beneath a sunbeam Scattered amongst the stars
9.
Took some time to get away Trying to get your life on track Your friends were there because they were good to you Trying to give you something back But you lost yourself into the bars Looks like trouble again Left it all on a street you didn’t know Wasn’t easy back then no Bruises heal life goes on But you kept it to yourself In the dark you’d wake from those vivid dreams Feeling like someone else Couldn’t give it back to the ones you love Cause you couldn’t see clearly Kept kicking around in the dirty ground Keeping bad company When you were young, when you were young When you were young, when you were young Kept on living buried it deep With all the things you couldn’t say Shut down the ones that cared for you Now those friends have gone away But it’s better now the years have gone Not like it used to be Not caught away in a memory It wasn’t easy to see When you were young, when you were young When you were young, when you were young When you were young, when you were young When you were young, when you were young Lost yourself into the bars Looks like trouble again Left it all on a street you didn’t know Wasn’t easy back then
10.
Maybe it’s a fight that you can’t win But I can see it at the edges of your eyes It’s folding unfolding then folding again I can’t help it, I can’t help it Don’t want to dwell on this All the time, all the time When you’re kept alone is the place And you start to fade You’re alone in this place And you fade I’m not looking for answers The past is the past and I’m done with that I can’t tell what you’re thinking You know the dreams you made are still worth keeping Even when the words we choose are growing thin Even if it’s a fight, even if it’s a fight that you can’t win What am I gonna do When the light goes out And the darkness falls What am I gonna do When I can’t see you What am I gonna do When the darkness grows And I can’t see you Maybe I’ll lose myself in the places that you gave to me Hidden away in the corner of a memory Will I be folding, unfolding, then folding again and again and again Nothing here but the echo What am I gonna do When the light goes out And the darkness falls What am I gonna do When I can’t see you What am I gonna do When the darkness grows And I can’t see you

credits

released October 13, 2023

Recorded and Produced by Matt Hegarty at his home studio with Additional Production by Ali Chant at The Playpen, Bristol

Mixed by Ali Chant at The Playpen, Bristol

Mastered by Christian Wright at Abbey Road Studios

All songs written by Matt Hegarty

Cover Photography by Dave Watts

Design by Russ Knowles


Performers

Matt Hegarty - Vocals, Vocal Processing, Acoustic Guitar, Electric Guitar, Piano, Harmonium, Marxophone, Synths, Bass, Drum Programming, Shaker, Tambourine, Handclaps, Finger Clicks, Percussion

Ali Chant - Synths, Mellotron, Piano, Treated Guitar, Programming, Drums, Percussion, Handclaps

Zoë Hegarty, Ada Hegarty & Nathaniel Hegarty - Handclaps and Finger Clicks

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